This is just a quick note to let you know I have finally finished the screenplay for Forget Me Nots. I am now able to return to completing the novel version of the story.
I hope to be able to post the next instalment tomorrow.
Thanks for being patient. Fingers crossed the Film Producer likes it!
I hope your Sunday night blues aren't as bad as mine. Still the weekend hasn't been too bad. I am very excited to be writing the film script for Forget Me Nots and continuing the novel alongside. I have been working hard and posted the next part below.
So many of you have come on to the blog to read it and so far 4,000 on Thoughtcatalog in the last few days! Thank you and for your wonderful comments. It's great to write something lots of people are enjoying.
Enjoy the next part while I bring the script up to date with the novel and keep your fingers crossed it will be taken on and made in to a movie!
The Dark Energy Already Killed Me In One Life, And He’s Not Going Anywhere This Time Around
Hello,
I have some exciting news! Not only is a large excerpt of Forget Me Nots On Thoughtcatalog on my Arabella Kingsley Page, but I have a film producer in the UK keen for me to finish and submit the film script of the story I began last year before the novel. So I am going to have to ask you to bear with me because I am going to have to write them both at the same time. As they are different creative mediums demanding different ways of writing, this isn't going to be easy. But I am more than keen to make it work. I would love to see the story made in to a movie. Watch this space for further news.
I just wanted to say thanks to all of those letting me know what you think of the story both on here and Thoughtcatalog. Please keep your comments coming in as the novel progresses. I like to know what you think!
There will be more spooky videos soon and tomorrow a post on my sister blog, Sara & The MIBs about past lives which feature in Forget Me Nots in the American West & Victorian England in the 1890s. Don't forget you can also read excerpts from my paranormal romance novel, Knight of Swords on there as well! Catch up with the first before I post the second tomorrow!
I have uploaded four videos to my Youtube Channel tonight! There has been so much happening. They include some ghostly Men In Black figures caught on video in my lounge, giant Spirit Orbs and Men In Black faces in the mirror as well as my Spirit Guide standing behind me!
I have included a couple here but if you want to see the ghostly figures please follow the link and go to my Youtube Channel. My Spirit Guide video will also be shown on my sister blog, Sara & The MIBs.
I have seen so much paranormal activity around me recently and I am ecstatic I have been able to catch some of it to show you on video. I am going through some major changes in my life as well as illness and it is very comforting to know I am receiving support and protection from the Spirit world.
Who are your guides and Angels?
The videos are below and after that the next excerpt of Forget Me Nots, my Ghost/Paranormal Romance Novel dealing with the mystery of past lives and eternal love. Please leave a comment and let me know what you think of the story.
And if you love erotic romance don't forget to check out my blog for news of my future erotic romance release, Return To The Chateau and an excerpt. Also check out the face of my Man In Black Spirit Guide on video at Sara & The MIBs.
Just a quick note to show you two new spooky videos. The first is of a bright Spirit Orb flying at me in the garden as though it were a shooting star before another appears.
Can anyone else see the ghostly MIB figure at the bottom of the picture????
The second is one I took last night while lying in bed. I caught a very big Orb that looked a little different. It comes up out of the bed! The Orbs appear to look a lot bigger on the recent videos and some flash! Scary! Lol. You can also see a MIB face in the picture and one on the wardrobe. Check it out.
You can check out my Erotic Romance writing news and a new story tonight called Unmasking Sarah at Arabella Kingsley Erotic Novels.
Take a look at all my ghostly videos on Youtube Channel and subscribe.
I have another video for you tonight. This one is a bit spooky and contains a lot of ghostly Men In Black's faces in the mirror! You can check it out below. If you read the recent post on my Sara & The MIBs blog you would know about my ordeal throughout the night in my home when I heard loud bangs in the house that woke me up, saw something white rush past me and my daughter hear a woman cry out for help! Check the story out at Sara & The MIBs and the video of my lounge with the orbs I took early morning afterwards.
I also have the next part of Forget Me Nots, my romantic ghost story dealing with the mystery of past lives and eternal love.
I would love to have your comments on these videos and my story. Remember, you can watch many more of my videos on my own Youtube Channel Woman In Black.
Just a quick note tonight. This post includes a Spirit Orb video which I took earlier. The Orbs are huge and are flashing! I would love to know where they are all going? It is hard to believe but those orbs contain the soul of a person.
I also have the next excerpt of Forget Me Nots. I hope you enjoy it!
Sara
Spirit Orb Video Please check out all of my videos on Youtube Channel.
I have a couple of spooky videos for you tonight. The first is of the Ghost in the shower! I was actually taking a video of all the orbs I have been seeing coming out of the wall behind my bed when I noticed I was seeing faces in the shower in the bathroom at the side. I took a video and although I am reflected in the mirror you can see a Man In Black next to me, a giant face reflected in the glass and another figure!
The second video is of all the orbs I see coming out of the wall as though it is some kind of portal.
Enjoy them both alongside the next excerpt from Forget Me Nots, my ghost romance about past life relationships in the American West & Victorian England, eternal love and murder.
I also have some news! I will be posting excerpts from my ghost stories on Thoughtcatalog as well as Spiritual Articles in the near future. Watch this space for updates!
If you would like to hear more about the Men In Black Spirits around me and their relationship to me as a Spiritual Medium and Author, please go to my sister blog, Sara & The MIBs. You can see all of my Men In Black & Orb videos on my Youtube Channel. Please subscribe if you like the videos. Finally, I now have a Facebook Page entitled, Woman In Black. I look forward to seeing you on it! :) Sleep well and don't have nightmares! :) Sara
Here are the Men In Black & Orb videos. The first is The Ghost In The shower and the second, Giant Orbs Coming Out Of Wall. Have fun and don't have bad dreams. :) Remember I have to go to sleep in that room with my ghostly visitors. How do you think I feel? Lol.
Forget Me Nots Excerpt
Brandon’s eyes suddenly darted to the corner of the claustrophobic
room sensing he was not alone.The black
and white transparent ghostly figure was only partially formed and his
disjointed appearance was unnerving.
“Get out,” Brandon hissed.“You can’t form here.I
strengthened the barriers after you appeared in Sarah’s room.Keep away from her or so help me . . .”
“You’ll do what?”
The spirit streaked across the room to come to a rest on the other
side of the desk.Half of his face was
missing and he had no legs.He leaned
over the desk towards Brandon.The
billionaire narrowed his eyes but neither moved or flinched.
“You should know by now, Nathan I always find a way to get to her
and stop your reunion.Don’t think your
incarnation in this life as the great rich Brandon Clifford is going to fair
any better.You will not be able to protect
her.She belongs to me and this time I
am going to take her with me in to the darkness.”
“I won’t let you take her.Your reign of terror over her is over,” Brandon said calmly stamping on
the rage boiling over inside him.
Hendrick’s half face grinned at him.But the smile quickly faded.His head turned to the side as though he
could hear something.He frowned, the
one side of his mouth visible twisting.It was Brandon’s turn to smile.
“They are coming.Better go
before they throw you out,” he warned with menace standing up to get in
Hendrick’s face.
“You think I am afraid of a group of Men In Black jackasses who
call themselves the Universe’s Army,” Hendrick answered with a sarcastic laugh.
“You should be.They are here
to ensure justice is served and you don’t hurt Sarah ever again,” Brandon was
passionate.“She will face what you did
to her and release it.Then we will be
reunited and there isn’t a damn thing you can do about it.”
“Oh yes there is Man In Black.I will take her again.My hold on
her is far too strong for you to break.The bond between a murderer and a victim is hard to break.So much anger and hate keeps them entwined
forever.”
“It can be broken and it will be.I will make sure of that.Get
out.”
Brandon called out to the air.
“Take him away,” he ordered.
The air around them shimmered and the black and white outline of
two spirit Men In Black appeared.They
jumped on to Hendrick’s parital form making him cry out in agony and then all
three disappeared.Brandon sank back
down in the chair and held his head in his hands.
“Damn it, Sarah this is our last chance to get it right.I won’t lose you.I won’t let him take you from me forever in
to the darkness.I won’t survive without
you.”
Brandon looked up feeling another presence behind him.The ghost rested his hand on his
shoulder.Brandon looked up to see the
part of his soul that had once incarnated as Nathan in the 1800s.
“This time when Sarah faces her death again as Clarissa it will
work.I have no doubts.This time we will all be free.”
“I felt you make love to her.It was vibrant and passionate.It
has been so long.The connection between
us is strong again and I want to be with her completely.’
Nathan moved around to the front of Brandon as the billionaire
stood straight.He turned his back and
then stepped backwards his transparent form merging with Brandon’s own until
the splinter of his soul was safely joined once more with the whole.
Brandon sat back down in the chair and reached for his beer bottle
to take another drink.
“Soon Sarah, or Clarissa as you are now calling yourself you will
be back in my arms and I won’t ever let you leave again,” he said out
loud.“We are one and always will be.”
Chapter Twelve
Clarissa woke early the next morning around 6am. The sunlight was trying to blaze through the
red curtains already. It was going to be
another hot day. She wondered if last
night had been a dream but her nakedness underneath the covers told her she had
not imagined the ghost making love to her.
When was she going to find the courage to call him Nathan? The slight soreness on her bottom was another
potent reminder. Her cheeks warmed as
she remembered. She glanced at Sarah’s
journal over on the dressing table where Brandon had returned it. She’d never considered the possibility of
past lives but after the events of the last few days she had to believe
it. There was no other explanation. So it begged the question if she was Sarah
re-incarnated why was she seeing Sarah as a ghost running around on Goldwater
Island? Maybe she wasn’t Sarah
reincarnated but was being possessed by the ghost of her? She didn’t know.
Frowning as she internally tried to analyse the situation
and come up with an answer she got up and showered. She felt much better than she did yesterday
and she was pleased that she could feel no trace of James Hendrick around
her. She was safe. Dressing in a white sleeveless summer dress
and a pretty blue cardigan to keep the sun off her arms she picked up her wide
brimmed sun hat & sunglasses and quietly made her way out of the room and out
in to the garden to read before Brandon was up.
She sat down on a wrought iron chair at the bottom of the garden under
the shade of the trees and opened Sarah’s journal.
Sarah
We didn’t see James Hendrick again for almost a year. In that time I was deliriously happy. Nathan and I grew more in love with each
other and finally we married. We were so
young when I think of it now. But I
never wanted to be with any other but him.
The farm made Nathan feel trapped. He didn’t want to end up like his brothers
stuck there out of duty and guilt. He
wanted a better life for us both. One of
his friends talked to him about his plans to go and find Gold and asked if he
wanted to come. He was very eager. Naturally I wanted to go with him but he’d
heard that the life was hard and no place for a lady and especially for his
wife and he forbid it. We agreed he
would try for one year and then return home.
I was heartbroken when he left.
It felt as though my heart were being torn from my body.
Clarissa began to vividly pictures the scenes as she
continued to read. But this time there
was a distance and she was not consumed by them.
Nathan was finishing saddling his horse and talking to his
friend who waited patiently on horseback for him when Sarah walked outside
carrying a small posy of forget me nots.
There were tears in her eyes but she kept them firmly at bay. Nathan caught her in his arms touched by her
bravery.
“What’s this?” he gently asked looking down at the flowers.
She tried to smile.
“Something to help you remember me, us,” she said softly.
Nathan smiled and shook his head as he pulled her in to his
arms.
“You believe I will forget?” he said with disbelief holding
her as tight as he could to provide her with warmth and reassurance of his love
and loyalty to their bond.
Sarah did not speak but bend her head to hide her tears and
fears that he would discard her, forget her existence and find another.
Nathan tucked his fingers underneath her chin and raised her
face.
“You are my world, Sarah.
I am doing this for you and the life I want to give you. I will always be true to you. Never doubt me.”
He kissed her hard.
‘Listen, I will write to you and send you the forget me nots
pressed in the letter as soon as get there.
Then you can write back to me and send them back. We can keep exchanging them. This will reassure you I have never forgotten
you and you are always in my thoughts.”
Sarah nodded clearly pleased with the idea.
“A year will pass quickly, my love. Wait for me.”
Another kiss sealed their love and then Sarah watched him
mount his horse and ride away with his friend.
A week later James Hendrick was to return to claim Sarah as
his own and do all in his power to keep her apart from Nathan.
Clarissa closed the book and putting it on the table a
distance away from her, the familiar nausea twisting in her stomach at the
mention of James Hendrick’s name. She
didn’t want to read it, didn’t want to be forced to remember. She rubbed her arms feeling a sudden chill despite
the warm sun. She looked around waiting
to see Hendrick but nothing.
A crow squawked in one of the trees that circled the Island
and drew her attention. She stared at
its black plumage feeling a sense of foreboding. Something was coming. She stood up quickly feeling anxiety tingle
every nerve ending in her body and propel her in to action. Clarissa wanted to run. For the first time since she’d arrived on
Goldwater Island she felt trapped instead of safe and secure. She rubbed her arms and stared in to the trees. Maybe she could take one of the row boats she
saw at the boathouse and just row herself back to the town. The urge to escape was so strong she started
to walk along the path through the trees to the shore with a quick pace as
though something was chasing her.
Up ahead a dark figure crossed the path making Clarissa jump
and come to a halt. Sarah
“Wait,” Clarissa called after her.
But she disappeared amongst the trees. Clarissa took after her determined to get
some answers. The crow flapped its wings
overhead following her. She caught
another glimpse of Sarah’s long lustrous black hair and heard the rustle of her
long black Victorian dress. It spurred
her on. The woman was leading her down
to the shore. The water lapped nosily at
the shore as she emerged from the trees on the grassy bank above the short
pebble beach. Sarah was nowhere to be
seen. Clarissa growled frustrated the
ghost was playing games with her.
Anxiety racked her body once more making her shake. The urge to escape the confines of the Island
was once more overwhelming. Tears and
emotion welled inside her chest and stomach.
The feeling was so strong she let out a loud sob and clutched at her
chest. She couldn’t breathe. Emotion was consuming her and she couldn’t
fathom the reason why.
Clarissa looked out over the water
towards the town on the shore desperately wanting to leave and escape the pain
swirling around her on the Island. The
sun was bright, hot and high in the cobalt blue cloudless sky. It was peaceful yet inside her a tempest
raged. A feeling of claustrophobia
washed over her. It made her dizzy. She leaned towards a tree and clutched at it
to support her swaying form.
Maybe I could just bloody swim for it.
She pushed on down the bank walking through the carpet of Forget
Me Nots desperate to reach the shore.
She wasn’t anywhere near the boathouse.
It was further to the East side of the Island and she was on the corner
of the West. She had to leave now and
the thoughts of wasting more time going to the boathouse filled her with anger.
Clarissa removed her
cardigan and took off her hat tossing them to ground. There was no way she was going to stay
trapped on the Island. She had always
been a good swimmer. She would make it
and if she didn’t then she would call out to one of the small rowing boats
already milling around the Island to help her.
Time wasn’t on her side. Brandon
would be searching the grounds and would drag her back to the house no doubt to
carry out his threat and lock her in her room and tie her to the bed to force
her to rest.
Clarissa pulled off her black wedge sandals and walked awkwardly
over the pebbles to get to the water.
She stubbed her toe on a sharp stone sticking out between the smooth
flat surface of the pebbles and cried out.
Clarissa bent down to rub her toe noticing it was bleeding. She heard footsteps and the brush of a long
dress. A flash of black passed her on
the beach by at a quick pace. Startled
she looked up to see Sarah’s figure darting through the trees. Another streak of black silk had her whirling
around to search the ghost out. But
nothing. She was gone again.
A single leaf fell from one of the trees and floated down in her
line of vision.It was quickly followed
by another and another until all of the trees were lost their leaves.Clarissa stared at the trees as they grew
bare and the sky clouded over to block out the summer sun.From behind a cold North wind began to blow
at her back.It made the water choppy
and lose its deep blue turning it grey.It had to be another vision.She
couldn’t be sure.Reality kept blurring
with Sarah’s life.Was she reliving another
one of Sarah’s past life memories or had she somehow travelled back in time.
