Tuesday, 31 January 2017

Forget Me Nots Part VIII & More Men In Black Caught On Video



Hello,

It is a cold foggy night here and very fitting for the continuing saga of catching my Men In Black spirits on video.  I really believe they are here to help me write and influence my stories especially Forget Me nots in which they now make an appearance!

I have two videos for you tonight.  The first is taken in my bedroom and shows a couple of Men In Black standing behind me amidst the spirit orbs flying around!  The second is of the Man in Black who is my Spiritual guide.  He is shaking his head and talking to me as well as pointing to that wedding ring on his finger like he did in the last one.  Interesting!!

I have a couple more that I will post tomorrow night including the image of a man in what looks like a cowboy hat!!

On top of this I have posted Part VIII of my Ghost Romance dealing with the mystery of relationships in past lives and the existence of eternal love between a couple.

REMEMBER to keep watching the videos to see the images become clearer.  You can watch all of my Men In Black & Spirit Orb videos on my Youtube Channel.

Sleep tight and don't have nightmares!

Sara












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Forget Me Nots Excerpt Part VIII


Chapter Nine


Sarah


“This is my journal.  My mother gave it to me just before her death.  I have kept it since I was a child.  It is a little piece of me where I record my thoughts and my secrets.  I don't write in it every day.  I only note down those precious moments or things I should never forget and learn from.  If you open it I pray you don't do me the unkindness of reading it.  My private thoughts are mine and of no consequence to anyone but myself.”

Clarissa turned the page and paused to take a sip of the hot tea that had just arrived.

“I was only ten years old and it was the first time I had been on a train.  We took the train from Connecticut on a bustling Saturday in 1884.  It was going to be a long journey.  A journey that would change my life forever and bring me both great happiness and tremendous sadness and pain.

Slowly Clarissa’s mind began to play Sarah’s life tale like a movie in her mind and she became lost reliving her past with her ghost.

“Why do I have to go?  I don't want to.  I want to go home.  Where is Mama and Edward?” Sarah demanded in a whiney voice.

Her adult companion was irritated.

“How many times do I have to tell you, you can't see your mother.  She is dead so is your brother.  Tuberculosis took them.  I am taking you to your Aunt & Uncle in Wisconsin.  Now hush, child, stop your snivelling.  I can't bear it.  This is going to be a long journey.  Try to sleep.”

“I sat crying in my seat feeling like a wretch, uncomforted watching outside as the train moved out of the station.  We finally arrived in Wisconsin.  I had never seen so much mud and dirt.  It churned up the wheels of the horse and cart as the farm hand who had greeted us at the station drove it through the town of Westville.”


Clarissa imagined the thick mud and wondered what Brandon had thought of Sarah’s description of his home state.

“A smiling man and woman waited for us on the front porch along with seven boys, the youngest of which was twelve years old and the oldest, twenty.  They appeared pleased to see me and were friendly.  But I just wanted my Mama and Edward back.  I was so shy.  My new family were the Elliotts.  My mother's sister Louise, Uncle Joe her husband and their seven sons.  Nathan was the youngest at twelve, then there was Charles, Toby, Carter, Michael, Luke and Casey, the oldest at twenty.  They were all so welcoming and Louise was grateful and jubilant about having a little girl running around the house.  She always said she felt outnumbered as a woman with all her sons and Uncle Joe.  Now she had someone of her own kind to talk with.  Yet as the days went on I still couldn't lift the sadness of my loss.  But Nathan was to persist in lifting my spirits.”

So Sarah had known Nathan before she’d come to England.

“Why are you crying, little one?” Nathan asked me one day when he found me crying on the stairs.

“I miss my Mama and I want to go home to see my brother.”

Nathan leant over and gave me a sympathetic look.  He patted my head.

“Your Mama and brother are in heaven now and you won’t see them for a long time.  You need to get used to living here now.  We all love you.  You are our little sister now and we want to make sure you are happy.  Dry your eyes, little Sarah.  I will look after you now.”

Nathan hugged me and then tugged at my hand.

“I know what will cheer you up.  Come and dance with me.  Every girl likes to dance and I am already a good dancer.”

“Nathan made me dance with him and he was correct in his assertion.  He was and is a very good dancer.  My tears were soon replaced with giggles as he twirled me around the room in my drab little brown and cream dress.  My life changed for the better that day and Nathan and I became inseparable.”

A knock at the door startled her.  Clarissa closed the journal and put it down on the bed as the knock sounded once more.

“Come in,” she called opening the door.

Brandon stood next to the housekeeper who was carrying a tray filled with two china cups, a pot of tea, milk, sugar and biscuits.  Brandon grinned at her and took the tray from the woman.

“I managed to reschedule my calls and I thought I might join you for tea before I show you around,” he told her.

“What? Here in my room?”

The smile on Brandon’s handsome face faded.

“We can have tea out on the terrace if you would prefer?”

“No, no.  Here is fine,” she answered backing in to the room to allow him to enter.

His smile returned.  Carefully he placed the tray on the small coffee table by the fireplace and the red leather sofa in front of it.  He sat down and immediately set about pouring Clarissa a cup of tea.
“How are you feeling?” he asked as she tentatively approached the sofa and sat down next to him.

“I am ok.  Thanks.  No more shivers.”

  “I see you haven’t unpacked yet.  I hope you are staying?

“Yes of course.  I started to read Sarah’s diary.”

“Ah.  I didn’t think you would be able to resist for long.”  He handed her a cup and saucer.  “Hot with milk and two sugars.  Did I get it right?”

Clarissa smiled.  “Yes you did.  Thank you.”

She sank back against the seat and lifted the cup to her lips.  Once more Brandon was watching her closely.

“How far have you read?”

“Not very far.  Sarah has just met her new family in Wisconsin.  I can’t wait to learn more.”

“Why don’t I tell you while we sit here?  You could just sit back relax those tense shoulders and listen.”

Clarissa grinned.

“Story time, huh.  Go on then.  I’d like to hear your slant on it all.”

She sat back against the sofa and let Brandon talk.





Monday, 30 January 2017

Man In Black With Wedding Ring On Watching Over Me & Forget Me Nots Part VII






Hello,

This is your nightly visit to the strange and spooky!!  I appear to be contributing to the Men In Black legend whether I like it or not.  I have another video for you tonight as well as Part VII of Forget Me Nots.

The video is of the (yes I can't believe I am saying this!!) Men In Black.  It actually shows one with a wedding ring on who I have come to regard as my Spiritual Guide and who appears to be watching over me.

I have kept this hidden for a while but I am seeing these Men In Black more and more on top of other spiritual experiences which include physically seeing spirit not just in mind's eye, trance and much more.  I have a feeling they may be guards from beyond.  I have no other explanation.  Men In Black are always portrayed as security guards with their black suits, ties and sunglasses and I have a feeling it is something to do with my writing.  I wouldn't tell you this if I didn't have video evidence. :)  What do you think?  REMEMBER to keep watching because the face becomes clearer as the video goes on.

Check them out along with Part VII of my Ghost/Past Life Romance, Forget Me Nots.  You can check out all of my spooky videos of Men In Black and Spirit Orbs on my Youtube Channel.

Sleep well and don't have nightmares!!! :)

Sara












Forget Me Nots Excerpt Part VII


They finally reached the boat house.  Brandon took control again and helped her off the boat before leading the small group up the winding gravel path through the trees to his home, Blakely Hall.  Clarissa couldn’t help noticing the carpet of Forget Me Nots scattered around the trees.  As they broached the copse lining the Island in a circumference, Clarissa suddenly felt as though they were all being watched.

Quickly she stopped and swung around expecting to find Hendrick’s cruel handsome face looking at her but there was no sign.  She panted feeling her body break out in to a cold sweat in anticipation of another attack from him.  It had to be him watching them.

But as they emerged in to the neat manicured English garden in front of the large old Victorian building she realised the energy was different.  It wasn’t cold like Hendrick’s.  There was a familiar warmth to it that confused her.  It was as though she knew the spirit.  Her mind drifted to the other male who had come to her rescue the night before but it bore none of his masculine strength.  Instead the energy was gentle, loving, strong in a different sense, feminine.

Clarissa found her eyes drawn back to the trees.  Standing amidst them was a young woman in long black Victorian dress, with long ebony hair caressing her shoulders.  Just like her rescuer, the woman’s face was hidden by the shadows of the trees.  When the woman’s image vanished Clarissa knew she had seen her first ghost on the Island, Sarah Elliott.

She hadn’t seen Brandon come to stand beside her.  He rested his hand on her shoulder making her jump.

“Something wrong?  Are you unwell?”

He tucked his fingers underneath her chin and lifted her face towards him.

“You look a little pale.”

“No.  I’m fine, really.  I just thought I saw something in the trees.”

“Seeing ghosts already, Clarissa?” he smiled slowly lowering her chin.

“Maybe.  I am sure there was something there.”

She shivered prompting Brandon to frown with concern.  He rubbed her shoulder.

“Are you sure you are feeling all right?”

Clarissa nodded.

“I just get this weird feeling I have been here before.”

“Deja Vu?”

“Something like that.”

Another violent shiver racked her body.

“Maybe you have been in a past life,” he teased.  “Or maybe you are just coming down with a chill.  “Come on.  Let’s get you settled in the house and some hot tea.  You will feel better after that.”

His arm loosely around her waist as he shepherded Clarissa up the steps to the first level of the garden and the entrance to the house.



Chapter Eight



The entrance hall was large and dark.  A strong smell of paint mingling with varnish invaded her nostrils as she entered it.  The hall had old world charm with a sweeping staircase but it needed repair.  Something Brandon appeared to be already attending to by the group of paint and decorators in the building.

“Please excuse the mess.  Milton Taylor’s housekeeping left a lot to be desired.  As he got older he refused to pay out for repairs to the house and it is going to take a lot of work to get it back to its former glory.”

Before he could say anymore a small excited male voice shouted.

“Daddy!”

Clarissa followed Brandon’s gaze to the stairs.  Hurried footsteps ran down it.  A boy of five was running to greet them.  A young woman appeared on the stairs behind him.

“Alexander,” she chastised him.  “Don’t run.”

The boy had gorgeous black eyes and shining black hair just like his father’s.  Unexpectedly she found herself yearning for her own lost child and a sob welled in her throat.  She swallowed it quickly and forced her mouth in to a smile as she watched him jump in to his father’s open arms.


“Clarissa, there is someone I want you to meet,” Brandon said lifting Alexander up in to his arms.  “My son, Alexander.”

“Please to meet you, Alexander.”

“Hello.  Is this the pretty lady you told me about on the phone on the aeroplane?”

“Yes.  This is Clarissa.”

“She’s lovely.  Would you like to come fishing with me?  Daddy is going to take me.  You can come with us.”

“Maybe later, Alexander.  Clarissa needs some hot tea.  I don’t think she is feeling very well.”

“I am sure I will feel better after some tea.  I always do.  I would love to come fishing with you,” Clarissa interjected.

“See, Daddy she does want to come with us.”

“All right.  I’ve missed you so much.  I hope you have been good for Katherine and did everything she told you to do.

“Yes, I have.  I promise, Daddy.”

Brandon hugged and kissed his son raising that longing feeling within Clarissa again.  She fought hard to squash it down and made sure she kept the smile tight on her face. 

Alexander looked over his father’s shoulder down at her.  He stared at her.

“You look just like my mummy.  Have you come back to stay mummy?  Are you an Angel?”

Clarissa looked at him startled.  Brandon’s arms tightened and he rested the side of his head against his son’s.  For a moment he was silent and then he told the boy with a slight tremble in his voice,

“No, Alexander.  Clarissa isn’t your mummy.  Mummy is in heaven.  Remember?”

“Can I go and play in the garden?” Alexander suddenly asked ignoring his father.

Brandon nodded.

“I will come out and see you in a while.  We can go fishing after lunch.”

“Ok.”

Alexander kissed his father as he lowered him down to the ground.  Katherine gave Brandon a sympathetic look and took Alexander’s hand to lead him out in to the sunshine and the garden.

Brandon looked uneasily at Clarissa.

“I am sorry about that.  Alexander thinks he sees his mummy everywhere.  Please forgive him.”

“Don’t worry about it.  I will take it as a compliment,” she smiled.  “He is gorgeous.  You didn’t tell me you had a son.  Do you have any other children?”

“No.  Just Alexander.  Come on I will take you to your room,” he suggested as the housekeeper appeared.

The Billionaire directed her in to a large bedroom overlooking the garden.  The housekeeper Miss Tate and the aide carrying her bag followed them.  It was a large room filled with a mahogany four poster bed with red and white silk bedding.  There was a small bathroom off it and a beautiful old dressing table with an oval mirror and a solid silver backed hair brush and comb.  The dull wall paper was peeling a little bit and the place looked like it needed a bit of tender love and attention to restore it.

“Sorry about the decor.  Most of the rooms are in this state of disrepair and this is the best one at the minute, I’m afraid.  It is next on the list to do,” he grinned.

“No problem.”

“I thought you would appreciate the view from this room.  Why don't you get yourself settled in.  I will get some tea sent up.  I have a few calls to make then I can come and collect you to give you a tour of the house then show you the study with all the documents I promised you a look at.  Then we can have lunch and if you still want to, we can go fishing with Alexander.”

“Yes.  Thank you.  I am looking forward to it,” she said gleefully wanting to spend more time with Alexander.  “I haven’t been fishing for ages.”

“Good.  Until later then.”

Clarissa looked around the Victorian room and made her way to the tall window.  The room was stuffy and she wanted to let some air in.  It was an effort to lift the old window but in the end she managed.  She glanced down at the window sill.  There were three old glass ornaments of varying heights decorating it.  She frowned and automatically rearranged them, tallest to the left.

Content she rested her hands on the window sill and leaned out of the window to look out at the garden, over the trees to the lake lapping soothingly at the shore.  She could see the town from this height and it felt strange to see it from this angle.  As her eyes panned back over the garden; a black shape under the oak tree right at the bottom of the wide garden attracted her eye.

On closer inspection she could see it was the woman she’d seen earlier in the trees.  To her horror she was hanging from a tree with a black silhouette standing over her.  He had his back to Clarissa and the woman’s head was bent as she clutched at the rope around her neck, kicking her legs back and forth desperately trying to free herself.  Her long dark hair hid her face but Clarissa knew it was Sarah Elliott.

Suddenly the woman was raising her head and her clothes changed materialising in to ones, Clarissa recognised as her own.  Before the woman completed raising her head she knew exactly what she was about to see.  Her own face stared back at her, deathly white as the kicking stopped and she hung limp, dead.  The silhouette turned his head as though hearing something and then the whole scene dissolved before her eyes and blew away on the breeze.

Clarissa moved back so quickly from the window her sleeve caught one of the ornaments.  It fell to the floor and broke.  She stepped backwards.  Her hand to her mouth and searched the room for Hendrick.  This had to be one of his tricks.  Why had she come to the Island?  For the first time she began to regret her decision to come and investigate Sarah Elliott’s story.  She was getting too close to the truth and someone wanted to scare her off.  Perhaps it was Sarah Elliott herself.

Clarissa rushed to shut the window and pulled the heavy crimson curtains across as though to block out the memory of what she had just witnessed.  it was as though Sarah’s story was invading her own and merging.  The lines between their lives in different times were beginning to blur.  There had to be an answer as to why it was happening.  Maybe she was somehow channelling Sarah’s spirit and she wanted to tell her something.

She put on a lamp and picked up her suitcase and threw it on the bed.  She opened it.  Sarah’s journal lay on top of her clothes.  She’d put there to keep it safe when they made their journey over the water.  The answer had to lie in this.  She sat on the bed and opened it to read the first page.